Crabby Carrrrrline

Okay, this is going to be a total bitch fest. The thing is I don't know why I'm so crabby today or this past week for that matter. Everything someone did I was upset over. It could have been something small like not saying "thanks" if I opened the door to having to stop at a red light.

And no, I'm not PMS'ing if that's what you're thinking. That's over and I'm past that. Maybe because I still feel like shit and it's been a week? I don't know. These are the days I used to call my brother and B-i-t-c-h him out on the phone for no apparent reason. But he gets me and knows that I do that sometimes and he still loves me afterwards. I was just talking to him on MSN and said I was crabby and his response was "well just call and yell at me...that always seems to help". haha Gotta love him for that!

So, why I'm so miserable is unknown to me. I just am. I'm trying sooo hard to hide it from people just because I don't like to be like this around others. I know what it's like when other people are crabby with me, so I don't like to do it to others.

My poor roomy has put up with me this week and has been so good. When I'm sick I'm miserable. I just like to do nothing, and not have to think of anything either. My brain litteraly goes to mush and I just don't give a shit about anything.

It's friday and it's going to be gorgeous out this weekend. So, I've decided I'm going for a few walks. I need to if I want to keep losing weight. So that's one good thing. I needed to find a new bathing suit for my aquafit classes. My two other bathing suits were DONE-FINITO-GARBAGE! So I found a nice one, on sale. <---even better! Then I noticed the undies were on sale. Got me some of those and a new super comfy bra. God...those are hard to find! Yet another good thing. Um, we're getting a pretty good raise at work (still pending....all depends on the votes), so another good thing. And my buddy Raina just became a new homeowner! I'm so excited!

So, maybe my mood is slowly changing. Let's hope!

Sittin' at home on a Thursday

So I called in sick today. It killed me to do it because I HATE calling in sick when I'm actually sick. It sucks. My sick days are usually kept for a I-don't-feel-like-doing-anything day. Oh well. I woke up to a huge headache, my ear is blocked, I'm stuffed up and coughing. Oh how I feel beautiful! I can however sing ins Phoebie's 'sexy' voice. "Smelly caaat, smeellly cat, what are they feeding you?!"

I really don't have much else to talk about. Looks like the negotiations with my work and union went well and we're not going on strike. Thank friggin' god! I don't know what I would do if we had to go on strike. Yuckers. The thought of it makes my skin crawl. Not the striking so much but the lack of money and the hostility between co-workers.

So, my buddy Tanya and I have been chatting ALOT. She and I were pretty much the only two of our highschool crew who moved to go to school in Toronto. After I graduated she went to BC and I moved back to Timmins and then to O-town. We've kept in touch off and on but lately we've been chatting a lot. She has the worst luck when it comes to meeting guys. I've laughed so much in the last week with her and her stories! My god I miss having her around. Tanya is my buddy who used to smoke in high school and kept it from her parents. We'd make plans to hang out, and since my parents always let me use the vehicle I'd go pick her up. Then, we'd make our way to the store (where they sell the best poutines ever...even Shania Twain apparently has one when she's in the great white north). She'd buy a pack of cigarettes and a Playgirl. Then we'd go get a Tim Horton's coffee and go park the jeep at the arena. She'd smoke while I read the articles to her! hahaha There's so many other funny stories but it would take forever!

Now Tanya is preggers and I decided that early next year I'm going to BC to visit her and the new little baby. I can't wait! I've always wanted to go there! Woohoo!!

Alrighty, I'm freezing and I guess I should get something done today. Going to go do a little bit of cleaning. I can't just sit here when I'm sick. Stupid eh? I feel like I'm wasting a day if I don't get anything done. So...I'm off!